real talk

I feel like I wanna scream.. In fact im going to right now.... ahh that feels better. Im only one person and ive got a million things on my mind ive got stalkers calling me ive got graduation to think about what if i dont graduate gawl i wanna cry...

Ordinary world

I'm just a ordinary girl, going to school working just trying to get by.

Things that could happen! My family could die my parents die and leave me to take care of the kids! The government collapses and it turns back to old western times again. I have to save the world from and alien invasion! I become a famous boxer! I get attacked by wolves on a camping trip. Or I decide to join the military.

Dialouge

(It's raining there are two people in the car its dark country music playing on the radio, dash board lights shining its warm and cozy inside the car)

GIRL: Why did you do it? Am I not good enough for you? Don't act like you don't get any.

BOY: Oh come on it's not a big deal I had a weak moment she was there and we were fighting It wont happen again..... I promise.

GIRL: Youre right it wont cause im done Im gone babe

BOY: Don't kid yourself hun you need me you couldnt leave me

GIRL: Ahh your such and ass pull the damn car over let me out Im gonna walk!

BOY: Babe dont do this im sorry

GIRL: You should have thought about that before you cheateon me (starting to sob) let me out of the damn car now!

BOY: ( he goes to grab her hand) I'm so sorry

GIRL: (She pulls away sobbing)

Its so pretty out side! i love the warm weather

MOVIE

My favorite movie at the moment is tangled :) her personality is mine down to a science and I have a grey horse just like the one in the movie

Jealousy

I've been here a bunch of times
It all starts with the same old lines
It's over, Baby it's over
Nothing 'bout it ever feels good
It knocks you down just like it should
But it goes away, it always goes away
But something about this time feels different
Just like I'm in a fight I'm about to lose

This might be the heartache that doen't stop hurtin'
That just keeps workin' on me
That just keeps pickin' on me
And these might be the tears that keep on fallin'
That won't stop comin' down
They won't stop rainin' on down
Maybe its too early to know for certain
This might be the heartache that don't stop hurtin'

Man I tried to kill the pain
By shootin' whiskey through my brain
But it never works, it only makes it worse
So tonight I'm here again
Throwin' punches in the wind
At some enemy, that I can't even see
And I know I don't want to let it have me
But every time it hits I fell the truth

Tomorrow I'll stand up again
And give it my best shot again
But tonight it sure feels like

These might be the tears that keep on fallin'
That won't stop comin' on down
They won't stop rainin' on down
And maybe it's too early to know for certain
But this might be the heartach that don't stop hurtin'
It just won't stop hurting

*** I love this but it drives me nuts because i've felt this way and thought these same exact words he just beat me at writing it down on paper!

If u wanna be my cowboy

You're gonna have to meet my mama Gonna learn to say, yes mam Gotta learn to call me honey
If you wanna be my cowboy

Gotta treat me like a lady Get the door and hold my hand Better tell me that I'm pretty
If you wanna be my cowboy

I ain't got no time for players Ain't no one ride rodeo Ain't got room for no heartbreakers
Grab my hand and take me dancing Show me off to all your friends Rub my back and call me baby If you wanna be my cowboy

Better buy my favorite pony Better learn my favorite song Gotta lay some bling upon me If you wanna be my cowboy

Saddle up and take me for a little ride Lay me down on a blanket ya By the river side If you wanna be my cowboy